Nagisa Furukawa (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
cherishedmiracle) wrote2012-05-04 04:50 pm
cherishedmiracle) wrote2012-05-04 04:50 pm
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6th Dango ( ' ' ) [Written/Action]
[Ever since Seto returned, Nagisa has been feeling rather down. ..Not because he's here, of course. She's happy he's here! What she isn't happy about, however, is what she had found out on that day though. Things that she just didn't remember from her childhood, which she's now aware of, and doesn't want to be. Or rather, she just wishes such a thing never happened, really. Like her getting sick as a child, which... isn't anything new for her, but the fact that she had nearly died once during one of those illnesses. And how because of that, her parents had to give up their jobs and dreams just so that they could take care of her.
...That's just not fair.
It's not fair that they had to give up on their goals just for her. It's... all her fault, really. And above all else, neither of her parents are here for her to talk to about this. She can't apologize or anything.]
[So after some thought, she decides to make a journal entry, asking something along those lines. She doesn't feel up to actually speaking aloud about this though. She'd just start crying, really. So instead, she writes it out.]
...Has anyone ever had to give up their own dreams for the sake of someone else?
[Moping around or not, food is kinda necessary in the house, so Nagisa can be found later around the plaza. First she'll go to the playground and sit around on the swings (though not.. actually swinging), and then she'll head on over to the grocery store and straight back home. She's a little out of it though, so she may just bump into someone. Oops.]
...That's just not fair.
It's not fair that they had to give up on their goals just for her. It's... all her fault, really. And above all else, neither of her parents are here for her to talk to about this. She can't apologize or anything.]
[So after some thought, she decides to make a journal entry, asking something along those lines. She doesn't feel up to actually speaking aloud about this though. She'd just start crying, really. So instead, she writes it out.]
...Has anyone ever had to give up their own dreams for the sake of someone else?
[Moping around or not, food is kinda necessary in the house, so Nagisa can be found later around the plaza. First she'll go to the playground and sit around on the swings (though not.. actually swinging), and then she'll head on over to the grocery store and straight back home. She's a little out of it though, so she may just bump into someone. Oops.]
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But yeah, it was a pretty big sacrifice after all... but without that person giving up everything for me then I wouldn't even be here today. So in a sense I'm grateful but- I don't want to become someone that needs that kind of sacrifice again.
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I could understand that... I'm sure the person is just happy to still be able to have you though, right..?
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Aha.... see the thing is, she gave up her life for me. [a pause... and then he writes some more.] But she's here in Luceti so I'm grateful for that.
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Oh, wow... She must care about you a lot then, and you must be really happy to be able to see her here in Luceti..
My situation isn't as big as that, but... I get sick really easily, and when I was little, I got a high fever. My parents had to go to work though, and when they returned, they found me outside on the ground and ended up giving up their careers so they could take care of me.
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Oh I see! So they gave up their careers to care for you? Well, I think any parent would do that. They love their child and of course she needs to be put first before anything else. I would say that's the obvious choice....I know I'd give up things for the people I care about the most.
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And I guess I would do the same for someone, but I still can't help but feel guilty about it... Their careers were really important to them, after all. My father even got to become an actor, so...
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Important career or not! Can you really put a job before a human life? I don't think so. It's way too valuable! I think they would have regretted it more if you had died while they were working.
[don't die nagisa this isn't after story.]
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It was really important to them though... But I guess you're right. I wouldn't want for them to feel regretful..
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No matter how important, you're always going to be first in their books. I think that's way more important, I wouldn't want to have a parent that would rather have left me there instead of taking care of me.
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Do you think so..? Thank you very much. [... /)_(\!]
I agree.. it wouldn't be very good if that were the case. And I know I wouldn't want to do that to my own children. [Whenever she has them. ..lol.]
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Exactly- now you're getting it. I know you feel bad but imagine how your parents would have felt if they lost a daughter.
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Yes, I guess you do have a point.. Knowing them, they would probably feel really bad if something like that were to happen.
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Yep! So... are you still feeling down from all this? Even through text I can tell what a maiden's heart is going through!
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..Thank you.
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You're welcome!